I have seem to lost it!! Totally not rational!!! Suffering from serious emotional disorder that has kind of affected my train of thoughts!! I have no idea what I am thinking! for a moment I think that A seems to be correct and another B seems to be correct and at some time I feel that I am totally at fault!! and now I have no idea what I am trying to say! Somehow I lost my ability to define things properly which not exactly what I am trying to say here. Why can't human be defined in a way that we follow this set of guidelines on how we should behave think and etc... But if that's the case we are not human anymore!!! And I have no idea what logic am I saying!
I am going mad!! For a moment I feel like laughing another moment crying and then emotionless and then crying and laughing!!! Why?!!?! I have no idea! So angry with myself now!!! I have done nth productive for this entire day!! Is not that I have not tried, I don know why?!?! I guess I will try to leave this day out since nth is getting in. This is so not everything!!! I so have to keep reminding myself that!!! But once again it conflicts with the fear of being different.
The middle - Jimmy eat world
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Sunday, October 19, 2008
BOO!!! I know I told myself not to blog!! But I am just too bored!!!! hihi byebye!!!
Ate SAI GAO on friday!!! So horrible! My parents are like toatally random and mad!! was on the way home then ask me go meet them at TM to eat some weird hairy crab which zhong dian is to eat SAI GAO!!!
So hairy!!! actually only the leg got hair.
Never got a chance to take the crab as a whole then the waitress cut it into pieces!!!
SAI GAO!!! Is it egg or is it sai?!?! so confused!where crab shit ar?
so hairy!!!
What a wierd face it has!
IT'S TIME FOR MUSIC LESSON!!!
opx's chart:
1) Crush (David Archuleta)
2) The man who can't be moved (The Script)
3) Check Yes Juliet (We the Kings)
4) Handlebars (Flobot)
Do you know that after analysing the lyrics then u will realise what the song is actually all talking about and every song actually has kind of a story and meaning to it!! so cool!!!
From my point of interpretation,
1)crush talks about how confused he is and that chooses to run away but yet at the same time can't.
2)The man who can't be moved is jus merely talking about a guy who can't move on because of love. and the song is like really sad story!!
3)Check yes juliet is kind of like forbidden love thingy.
4) Handlebars is kind of shockingly meaningful. It talks about power, technology and the abuses of such power and technology.
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
1) Crush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
2)The man who can't be moved
3)Check yes juliet
Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.
Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me
4) Handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Look at me, look at me,
Hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
And I'm a famous rapper
Even when the paths are all crookedy
I can show you how to do-si-do
I can show you how to scratch a record
I can take apart the remote control
And I can almost put it back together
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
I know all the words to "De Colores"
And "I'm Proud to be an American"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
I can do anything that I want cuz, look:
I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome
No metronome
And I can see your face on the telephone
On the telephone
On the telephone
Look at me
Look at me
Just called to say that it's good to be
Alive
In such a small world
I'm all curled up with a book to read
I can make money open up a thrift store
I can make a living off a magazine
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to a gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make computers survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
I can make you wanna buy a product
Movers shakers and producers
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance
Cuz I can lead a nation with a microphone
With a microphone
With a microphone
And I can split the atoms of a molecule
Of a molecule
Of a molecule
Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let 'em all die in exasperation
Have 'em all healed of their lacerations
Have 'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like 'em.
And I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command
Because I can guide a missile by satellite
By satellite
By satellite
And I can hit a target through a telescope
Through a telescope
Through a telescope
And I can end the planet in a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Ate SAI GAO on friday!!! So horrible! My parents are like toatally random and mad!! was on the way home then ask me go meet them at TM to eat some weird hairy crab which zhong dian is to eat SAI GAO!!!
So hairy!!! actually only the leg got hair.
Never got a chance to take the crab as a whole then the waitress cut it into pieces!!!
SAI GAO!!! Is it egg or is it sai?!?! so confused!where crab shit ar?
so hairy!!!
What a wierd face it has!
IT'S TIME FOR MUSIC LESSON!!!
opx's chart:
1) Crush (David Archuleta)
2) The man who can't be moved (The Script)
3) Check Yes Juliet (We the Kings)
4) Handlebars (Flobot)
Do you know that after analysing the lyrics then u will realise what the song is actually all talking about and every song actually has kind of a story and meaning to it!! so cool!!!
From my point of interpretation,
1)crush talks about how confused he is and that chooses to run away but yet at the same time can't.
2)The man who can't be moved is jus merely talking about a guy who can't move on because of love. and the song is like really sad story!!
3)Check yes juliet is kind of like forbidden love thingy.
4) Handlebars is kind of shockingly meaningful. It talks about power, technology and the abuses of such power and technology.
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
1) Crush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
2)The man who can't be moved
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.
3)Check yes juliet
Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we're not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever will be
You and me.
Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1... now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be
You and me
You and me
You and me
4) Handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Look at me, look at me,
Hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
And I'm a famous rapper
Even when the paths are all crookedy
I can show you how to do-si-do
I can show you how to scratch a record
I can take apart the remote control
And I can almost put it back together
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
I know all the words to "De Colores"
And "I'm Proud to be an American"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
I can do anything that I want cuz, look:
I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome
No metronome
And I can see your face on the telephone
On the telephone
On the telephone
Look at me
Look at me
Just called to say that it's good to be
Alive
In such a small world
I'm all curled up with a book to read
I can make money open up a thrift store
I can make a living off a magazine
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to a gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make computers survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
I can make you wanna buy a product
Movers shakers and producers
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance
Cuz I can lead a nation with a microphone
With a microphone
With a microphone
And I can split the atoms of a molecule
Of a molecule
Of a molecule
Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let 'em all die in exasperation
Have 'em all healed of their lacerations
Have 'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like 'em.
And I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command
Because I can guide a missile by satellite
By satellite
By satellite
And I can hit a target through a telescope
Through a telescope
Through a telescope
And I can end the planet in a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars
Monday, October 6, 2008
??!?!
On sat, Ang li, Chai wu, kah hou, jie son and turtle came my house to study!!! then they stayed overnight (except turtle) and then we studied the next day again!!! and hor I dint know my house there got so many new shop sia. We ate dinner at ASTON which I never hear b4 and never see b4. and joke is te coffee shop is called jurong cafe @ tampines!! ha. Then hor went to borrow movie to watch but in the end no watch! and is all their fault la! no stamina one! Then we slept at about 3 plus or 4 cant remember exactly! hmm... did I actually even sleep?!?! NO!!!! and is all their fault again!! GOT SNORING OCHESTRA!!! First is from jason then after that awhile no sound then come out from jia hao. ai yo so horrible! ha. And hor they sleep until so late!! I woke up at about 8 lor! and the aircon so cold! is all their fault again! Then went eat prata for breakfast and the shop person super attitude! ha. Then we walk walk. and this chai wu and ang li mad one. They seriously can shop anywhere lor. They step into places that I have never step in b4 for the 17 plus plus years that I have stayed in tampines!!
And hor I want complain!! they say my house kope their things!! Not my fault lor! is they anyhow put one!!! dont friend them liao!
they so horrible!! make until so messy!! ha
horrible! so late no wake up!! make me so hungry!!
Ang li why u so noob one make the thing overflow until like that!
Today will probably be the last day before A's that I am bloggging!!! Hopefully, I will be able to make it through! Or else u wont see me ever again!!!! So before I depart, I would like to make a will which I dont know what is it. so cool right?!?! omg!!! I am mad!!! bye!!!
I have a present for everyone!
a papaya in a papaya!
And hor I want complain!! they say my house kope their things!! Not my fault lor! is they anyhow put one!!! dont friend them liao!
they so horrible!! make until so messy!! ha
horrible! so late no wake up!! make me so hungry!!
Ang li why u so noob one make the thing overflow until like that!
Today will probably be the last day before A's that I am bloggging!!! Hopefully, I will be able to make it through! Or else u wont see me ever again!!!! So before I depart, I would like to make a will which I dont know what is it. so cool right?!?! omg!!! I am mad!!! bye!!!
I have a present for everyone!
a papaya in a papaya!
Friday, October 3, 2008
grad day
Today is the official last day in YJ!!!!! yay!!! though there is something that is slightly emofied! anyways the zhong dian is soon there will be no more yj!!! And when we left we remembered not to hui tou kan or else we will be back in YJ again!!!! ha. and i forgot to mention our class got the 3rd best CTG thingy or sth! and that is like completely shocking cos with ppl like me hu never bao for maths (under 21 dian leh!!), is just amazing!! And i ate super alot chocolate i think got 3 rows and yupi gummy pizza bear wooo scary wa haha
Mrs Chan gave us this!! so cool right?!?
Ang li pluck the flower form the grass give me!!! not my fault!
stupid red ant near basketball court stone bench there!! suwi got sm by it! ha. it got eyes!! can u see the 2 black dots?!?!
gosh!! what's with the both of them!! one ah po and one ah lian. ai yo.
If you are bored.....watch this relatively funny family guy video! (puking)
Mrs Chan gave us this!! so cool right?!?
Ang li pluck the flower form the grass give me!!! not my fault!
stupid red ant near basketball court stone bench there!! suwi got sm by it! ha. it got eyes!! can u see the 2 black dots?!?!
gosh!! what's with the both of them!! one ah po and one ah lian. ai yo.
If you are bored.....watch this relatively funny family guy video! (puking)
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