Path

Today is the result of O levels. and now, my cousin faces the choice of going into jc or poly.

It made me think of the time i had to make that choice too. I think it's rather unfair that we have to make a choice of what we want to do in our life at the age of 16, okay maybe it's just me. For me, I did not had any sense of direction as to what im gonna do in the future, so all i had was this "guide lines" my parents poisoined me with.. which is do science 1st cos its supposingly the best and then go work in some business thingy and wooo earn lots of money... and yay! LOL

So, after my o lvl, went to a jc without even considering poly (cos it's supposingly better) and then took science( cos it's supposingly better). BUT! I don regret taking science and JC. I love science.. Science is cool and interesting but complex. ha. and what would happen if i went poly instead? My thinking process might have been different. Thank you GP.. i think it really made me think about stuff more. and i might not have been able to meet a bunch of cool friends.. haha 

what i actually regret was not doing something cooler and not knowing what is on the path i chose. poly has really cool courses which did not come out so significantly as being something cool when i was 16. and jc was gonna be tough and i cant get into local uni just with passes. can you believe it. I never knew that. I always thought i just need to pass. Ha. and strangely i think i do know about the ranking point system but i never went to check what points to get into whatever course in uni. I dont really know what's what.. even up to the point where i have to choose a course. All i knew was that my results were terrible and it's gonna be difficult to get into the course i want.

So now, i end up in business thingy. and only in the recent years i realised what's "cool" ha. But i'm alrdy stuck in this business path or not.. i don noe. but if i rlly want to i can go backwards and take science instead yah.. then i must "restart" again? then again.. i dont rlly enjoy studying. just get it over and done with but i don noe.. omg!!! in stuck in the state of i don noe.. so just move forward with whatever it is.